I decide to
give up on the pain meds. I simply cannot take them anymore. This is my first night
at home since the accident without a pain pill. That may not be accurate. I think I may have skipped a night or two here
and there at the end of the first year. I think it’s safe to say I’ve not gone
a night without pain meds for two years and nine months. It went much better
than I thought it would.
I was up and
down pissing all night. I got up to pee six, seven maybe eight times. There was
lots of tossing and turning but I did sleep, in bits and pieces.
Woke at
10am, maybe it was 10:30am. Did some writing. Did some eating. Did some reading
then went for a swim. 50 laps. Sauna, shave, shower then home where I ate (dimsum
and salad)and took a nap but I didn’t really nap.
Woke, ate
again. I'm thinking food will bring me comfort and help me sleep. It does not so I do more writing. Then more eating. Did some reading then went for
a Jacuzzi and sauna.
Came home then,
did more writing. Did more eating. Did more reading then went to bed. I hope to
sleep better tonight. I sure feel tired enough. I'm exhausted.
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